What is lost is life.

So many people wear various masks in front of the masses.

How many people endure endless loneliness in the corners of bustling cities?

It’s late at night.

The whole world seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep.

However, the tightly closed windows cannot keep out all kinds of noise.

Whether it’s the sound of passing cars, barking dogs, or screams.

It’s not that I’m afraid of the long nights,

Instead, it was the deep loneliness of being unable to sleep until 2 a.m. that I found repulsive.

The city is very large and prosperous.

Sometimes I feel lonely.

Sometimes I’m very scared.

I’ve gotten used to listening to sad music.

Reading the melancholy words.

Knowing full well that I would gradually sink into despair in this gloomy rhythm,

Yet they still struggle to find resonance.

Even if one day,

They quietly disappeared here.

Nobody knows!

I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve been pulled from my dreams by sharp pains in my lower abdomen.

Pale-faced, I struggled to open the drawer.

He pulled out a painkiller and threw it haphazardly into his mouth.

Then I continued to curl up in the cold bed.

Waiting for the pain to leave my body.

Waiting for the next dream to arrive.

Often in such a sorry state,

It felt as if the whole world was laughing at them.

I’m also afraid of getting old.

I also fear death.

I just long for a smile that can warm the whole winter.

Even in freezing cold,

Even the snow-covered ground,

A single warm word can illuminate the entire universe.

Loneliness is a person’s own carnival.

Revelry is a group of people being lonely.

So many people wear various masks in front of the masses.

How many people endure endless loneliness in the corners of bustling cities?

He often indulged in unrestrained revelry, both day and night.

Uncontrollable wild thoughts arise from a constant state of melancholy.

Because it is just too sensitive.

So what lay before them was a scene of flashing swords and clashing blades.

He was just so incredibly stupid.

At least you can say,

Yes, I have seen my dream!

The feelings I once had

Recalling it always seems incredibly precious.

Turning to the last page

In the end, what we see is a sad ending.

All I have is luck.

What I lost was my life.

I once naively thought that…

A word of true love

Then you can overcome all doubts.

A hug

That will calm all the storms.

And when all the world’s splendor fades away…

I was left all alone, trapped in the biting wind.

Those cities with bare faces

Those faces, stripped of their makeup,

It was as if they had all instantly faded into the departing silhouettes.

I bravely smiled.

I’m saying goodbye to you.

But it was after you turned around,

Tears streamed down my face.

Having witnessed the full spectrum of human nature,

After separation and reunion, gathering and parting.

Only then did I understand.

No one will stay by your side forever.

There will always be a long road ahead.

I have to walk alone.

Who hasn’t experienced hardship?

Who hasn’t endured pain?

So I tried to find peace in the scenery along the way.

Remain unmoved by favor or disgrace, and watch the flowers bloom and fade in the courtyard.

I have no intention of staying or leaving; I simply watch the clouds drift and gather in the sky.

Like elderly people with white hair supporting each other in the sunset.

They don’t need to repeat sweet words and romantic phrases.

There’s no need to emphasize vows about the vicissitudes of life.

They willingly smoothed out all the rough edges.

Overcome all obstacles.

They faced it calmly.

Time has passed,

As time goes by,

Regardless of spring, summer, autumn or winter

Regardless of sunshine, rain or snow

Even with unsteady steps

Even with gray hair and a weathered face.