We were eager to get home, and nobody wanted to make the trip again.

Do you think life is starting to become mundane?

There are very few things that can bring you to tears.

I no longer long to dream of anyone.

I no longer yearn to be dreamed of by anyone.

You just think

Those who wanted to stay have already left.

The person I want to see has not yet arrived.

It seems that nothing can bring a smile to your face anymore.

Let your heart ignite a flame once more.

yes,

You have finally become an indifferent adult.

You’ve finally reached that age.

You have learned to distinguish between what is important and what is not.

I’ve learned to heal my ugly wounds.

You have learned to say goodbye in silence.

I’ve learned to let go of grievances.

Knowing the waxing and waning of the moon,

They also experienced all the joys and sorrows of life.

You’ve finally been oxidized by life and become rusty.

Carrying a heavy heart and mind, I walked onto that narrow path leading to maturity.

I’ve heard people say,

Just bear with it a little longer!

Just bear with it a little longer and you’ll see the sun shining through the exit.

So you grit your teeth and…

Another person continued on their journey without stopping.

Alone in the dark,

We walked for a very, very long time.

But still, the light that would bring joy was nowhere to be seen.

Perhaps you haven’t gone far enough.

You comfort yourself like this.

But why, upon closer reflection,

I still feel incredibly disappointed.

Even if An is familiar with so many principles,

I’ve counseled so many people.

I also received so much encouragement.

But why, as night deepens,

The crowd dispersed.

You are facing yourself in the mirror.

Yet, I still couldn’t help but feel a sense of unfamiliarity and emptiness.

That figure constantly busy and rushing around during the day,

At this moment, it seems as if he is suffering from a chronic and prolonged illness.

Nobody even bothered to ask about it.

I’ve been lonely for so long and it still hasn’t gotten better.

It feels like the whole world is secretly laughing at us.

How proud can I be?

They’re utterly vulnerable, aren’t they?

Whenever I hear these lyrics…

It will always gently prick your heart.

yes,

How proud can you be?

They’re utterly vulnerable, aren’t they?

You don’t have the perseverance they talk about.

You’re not really good at being strong.

Actually, you are quite sensitive to many things.

Yet they often feign composure while saying things they don’t mean.

You know that expressing certain emotions carries the risk of being ridiculed and scorned.

You know that weakness and sighs should be carefully concealed in front of others.

You’re afraid the words won’t fit the meaning?

I fear that some thoughts, if not expressed in the right words,

On the contrary, it may be misinterpreted.

So you have no choice but to live cautiously.

Love with the same care and caution.

You dare not reminisce about the past in too much detail.

I feel that many years past were forbidden zones that should not have been crossed.

So much so that you are always very careful about how you handle memories.

I’m afraid that I might not be able to stand firmly on the ladder of the past.

The next moment, you’ll fall and hurt yourself terribly.

On several sleepless nights,

You once tried to find some gentle yet powerful comfort in a certain name to lull you to sleep.

But after searching high and low, I realized that there wasn’t actually a single name that was suitable to keep you company in this late night.

The old flame has moved on to someone new.

Those who couldn’t become old flames have long since been hastily departed by time.

And those who now hope to become your new love…

And still, no soul can generate the warmth that makes you yearn to be close to it.

It seems you’re not a good match for anyone.

It’s impossible with anyone.

It’s not that you have high standards.

You’re just too afraid of giving yourself to the wrong person again.

You feel that you’re not actually that great.

So whenever someone tries to get close to you…

When trying to love you,

You always want to expose your dark side and your flaws.

All sorts of shortcomings were laid bare before him.

This would make him give up.

Or let him think it over carefully.

Of course you want to become better and better.

But I’m just worried about you not being that good yet.

They have too high a standard for you.

You’ll only get more and more disappointed in the future.

You’re really afraid of disappointing people.

But what you fear even more is that if you finally manage to please everyone around you…

Will you change yourself beyond recognition by then?

And what about being even more disappointed in yourself?

You’re afraid of all that hard work and running around,

But they found themselves even further from the real exit.

Humans are such contradictions!

On their journey through time, everyone was weary from the long journey.

But they may not necessarily return with a full load.

Just like how desperately you once loved someone else.

However, it doesn’t necessarily mean that it will fill the pockets of love to the brim.

Instead, they end up heavily in debt because of it.

I’ve spent countless sleepless nights.

Many people expect that effort and reward will be proportional.

Therefore, things often don’t go as planned.

And you, too, have suffered because of this obsession.

Even when you finally let go,

I still can’t help but sigh.

It turns out that no one can escape losses.

It cannot maintain a balance between gains and losses.

It turns out you’re not as carefree as you seem.

Your gloom and pessimism are no less than those of others.

But you understand.

On his own path, which is constantly collapsing and piecing itself back together,

You have to grit your teeth and move forward seriously.

You cannot back down.

There is no turning back.

We can’t keep wasting time wandering around in the same place.

After all, no matter how winding the path,

The place we’ve finally reached shouldn’t be any worse than before!

yes,

Then go ahead and leave!

When you finally reach the exit…

I really hope someone will hold your hand tightly at the right time.

His palm is just big enough to hold all your pain and longing.

Like a pill that works instantly, it cured all your loneliness and fear.

I truly hope that all the blessings you’ve received will come true, little by little.

It’s not like the arduous struggles we had in the abyss before.

I truly hope that one day your long-suppressed feelings will finally be rekindled for some particular figure.

And blooming vigorously and passionately in the cracks of the rocks, like a fierce tiger.

At that time, we could probably identify the person we most wanted to meet.

It definitely will!